to the bush! or mimicry, parody, and dictionary dreams

 
you can have a lonely dance party with your mirror
mirror on the wall, with enrique in spanish & a professor
dressed in feathers.
but i'll blink three
times & the lovely professor's tongue outta your
ear - gone (to the bush? no hell no
 
more likely to england & a husband. there will
be loose sleeves & literary critics
turning down their collars).
 
                                  strategic appropriation is not in the dictionary.
you are not a dictionary, but i consult you
anyways. much more subversive than mimicry
or parody.       
                       i try to guess whether there might be red wine running
in the distinctions.         i try to keep the white wine from spilling
into ambiguities.
 
become a nap on a tile street. become sleep
and dream empty apartment
carpet dreams.
 
picture a lonely saint selling cocaine carols
from the snow-fort on his front lawn.
ice is free.
forts are free.
crack is not free.
 
trees are ten cents a piece & the bush is not for me.
& also the bush is not for me.
 
i dance like a perfect ass on cut-blocks
lonely. where the fields are sown pine
& the thresher is coming, but i can't hear
over the tongues in my ear or the slow-dance singers.
 
you'll have a dance party on the icy road home, when i imagine
you're alone. sunsets are also free & precipitation
as good as confetti. i will sing
a vanilla flavored song in a silent key.
 
when we wake up the weather will be subversive as always.

6 comments:

katy said...

happy birthday!!

denielle said...

oh i love birthdays! heaps of love on katy.

hardyf said...

haha ur such a nerd to find inspiration in such a random conversation. to the bush!

Heather Glasgow said...

wicked .. love the dancing on cutblocks. damn you woman!!

Rob Budde said...

ha, hardy's been "strategically appropriated" whoo-hoo . . .

Jeremy Stewart said...

"the bush is not for me" -- good for you. You know what you know, right?

That said, how well do you know the bush?

...bush...

it's a brave line to take around here anyway.


+ take inspiration where you can get it. always always always.

good for you.